AHHHH!

So things have not slowed down one bit for me lately. School is proving to be more and more difficult as time goes on, and so does life.... Anyway I am anxiously awaiting Christmas break for some time when I don't have homework or work or anything to do. For those who know of my driving anxiety, as I call it, I have decided to see a counselor to find out what is going on and see what I can do to help calm myself down in the car. Also I have decided to drop a class so I can focus on stuff and have enough time in the week to work so i can pay all of my bills. As for my sanity I think it's gone I haven't made it through a single day in two weeks without having a breakdown.... things just aren't doing good at all right now, I will no longer be answering no everything is fine. So unless you want the entire sob story don't ask, just no more covering it up... I just can't take it. And no this is not my "cry for help" I'm just being honest and I'm tired of trying to do everything and make it sound like I'm doing so well, because really I'm not. Well hopefully with the dropped class things will start slowing down so I can sleep and maybe find some time to enjoy myself...

Busy, Busy, Busy

So I have booked my flights for christmas, dec 14th thru jan 3rd. School is absolutely insane right now, but this week is almost over so that is good... I will try to update this sometime this weekend, but no one hold me to it. Oh and by the way, I have officially lost an inch all over, so that is exciting to know that my 7am wake up call to go work out is paying off. I'll update soon!